Chew on This

They were sort of like airy fibrous foam. They had their own noticable aura. Maybe it was my tender brain or maybe it was bipolar behavior, but it started the moment I looked at them. One hour later I rode the rollercoaster to the top. I was shaking at the aerial view and the chains that pulled my cart. Violent chills tingled my spine. Eyeballs, what eyeballs.. I didnt need em, I could see fine without them. Every joke has a kernel of truth. Look at the way lifes natural geometry spits on us advantagous cowards. Color is a luxury. There is no magical mystery tour. There is only the deadly imagination. Here is where you can be you. Why cant we worship the sun? Isnt it the source of all life? Do I have to believe in the all powerful intangible parent figure, or can I believe in the sun, fertility, and support? I can't talk to anyone about anything because language is just not my specialty at the moment. Language prevents true communication. In fact if I was a dictionary I still couldnt paint a picture as vivid as my experience. Whats a frame of reference? Is it a view from space-time? Aren't things still happening around you even if you can't see them? The interconnectedness has me grounded. Are there magnets in my head? If 1 million conspiracy theories exist, is there but 1 that has some truth to it? If just one true, does it mean others have correct accusations? Is our world branded by lies? What if you brushed by a lie, would you recognize it? Its good to appreciate everything. Even mosquito bites. Even broken relationships. Even death. Without appreciation for push and pull, boom and bust, we live in falsified happiness. What are we? Products of genetics, environment, and social interaction? Or sentient beings? Is this the answer? Even if your perception is enhanced, your ability remains constant until you get up and move around. Look im a wave. Im fluidity. Whats with those gifted kids? how come they get to be so gifted? We must unlearn before we can learn. Otherwise, new concepts are miscontrued by preconceived notions. Makes sense right. Thats about the only sense Ive made so far. But to me it all makes sense, to the universe it all makes perfect sense. Perfect? how perfect? I am the spirit molecule. Its better to be open to all interpretation, rather than judging another. My god that is bright. Im just a gnat on this light bulb. Heat is good too. Real good. Without water and wholesome foods, sickness occurs often. Without a happy head, sickness occurs instantly. Im torn between cynicism and idealism. Its cuz this world has cancer. It is impossible to cure this cancer without seeing the source. As Huxley says "we are a world of selves, of moral judgement and utilitarian considerations of self assertion, of cocksureness, of overvalued words and idolatrously worshipped notions." This cultivated phenomenon can only pose the problem for you, it cannot solve it. Do not fear change. Do not fear the unknown. Remain undistracted. Appreciate all moments. Educate. Make it happen. Live. When I finally fell asleep I dreamed only half as hard. When I awakened, I lived 10x as hard.